arghh..i jus cant control myself...is it some kind of joke or smething...bcos its not funny anymore...i jus wanna tell them off...i jus cant take it...false acuses and then now like this...so irritatin...///////////////// hmm not bad my salsa class seem to b interestin so far...i have learnt a new move,...how to dip the gal...next must the carryin move..hahahahex..salsa class is so fun...too bad sheryl missed it...now will b startin guitar classes soon..it was one of the things i always wanted to learn..hahahahex....
arggghhhh!!!.../hmmm...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
wy do i have that name!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, April 28, 2008
i feel damn bad...how can they use the word tofu on me...i feel like i have sinned...i do not behave like tat at all... do i????am i like that...certainly not as far as i know abt myself....wat the hell...wtf....i cant beleive it man..i thought i had frens..luckily i dint take any harsh decesions..i guess ppl are too complex to estimate too early...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!peace out!!!!!!!!!!
why me....????why don i learn..
Monday, April 28, 2008
why dont i learn...why is it that i neve learn from my mistakes...why do i keep tryin too hard and end up breakin my heart...so damn it la
i am so tomrnted jus livin up to my name...argh..life has no mercy on me..time has no mercy on me...nobody does...neither do i live ..nor do i die,,,,,wy....god pls answer my prayer ...!!!!!!!!!!!!why???????????????????
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
sHe's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying she's just ur fren,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet her eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that she's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for her to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being her guy is an impossible wish...
oh god..love is so torturing...wy god did u get me into this..wy wy????
answer me..wy???do i deserve this hell..wy the hell..
wy i have to go through this hell...save me somebody pls save me..
I AM SO TIRED yet so much to do
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
i am so tired la...but i got so much to do..i did not want to come to clas stoday...arghhh,...my back is acheing ...wrk...wrk ...and more wrkkk on top of it....and frenz...chattin chattin chattin...arghh...hahahex
i want sme peace...i want atleast a piece of the peace in this damned world...
hmmmm poly life
Sunday, April 20, 2008
hmmm my poly life so far is great...i have been experiencing freedom for to weeks already....everything in rp has to be done independently...even in learning and notes...hahahex...so far it is managable...and to those who think that rp life is very fun and relaxing..thayare damn wrong...seriously....because it will be fun anmd interesting but after a few wks and mths or ion second year its going to be tough because if we dont consistently study ourselves and pay attention then we are goin to miss out seriouslly big time...and i dont want that to be happenin to me....cos i know how it feels to b left behind all alone withoput a supporting hand...so ppl out btr buck up...cos its a cruel world out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!