have u ever felt left....nobody wants u...

cos of ur physical appearance

cos u want some things to be good...

cos u r unbiased...

cos u fight for wat u believe in and ur rights....

cos u are emo at times...

u prefer some private time at times...

cos u are quiet.....


i have gone through it all..i dont know if its only happening in my life but then i feel that i am the only one with this kind of unneccassary problems that bind me up and strangle me deep in my thoughts.......stomping me in the head and where it hurts the most ..neve letting me break free just like asthough i am bound to a big rock with thick shackles that weigh a ton each...


it has always this problematic and i am always so damn irritated by it...but then i have to say that probs like this have also caused the really good things in my life to shine out the best...like my salsa lessons are the only time i get to relax and have quality fun..... and also be fitted in just like everyone elso though at times it goes off track also.....

i do feel way better now that i have told someone abt my feelings but then this will stay with me forever till that something i wish for happens...i am jus waitin in pain...bearing it all...asking my self to e strong....when will the one who shall save me from all this sufferings shall come????...


time shall answer that qstn...