wht is my life like that...ever since midway sch i have been so busy with sch....even worse this reflections work...i had to carry the load till today and only today i managed to finish the job and be free enough to even chat and sit down and rest...but now my sec sch close frenz are mad that i did not reply to thier msges...neve call them or keep contact..... i am now in a very desperate state...i badly need someone to talk to and lie my head on thier shoulder.....i need a close fren to comfort me...i jus dunno wat to do..i am struggling to save this frenship...i am in a state of drowning into the deep ocean all alone and lose my frens....i know everyone says frens don stay forever but then i wanna save my frenships for as long as i can......... aiyo...i cannot la....i am losing everyone... am i such a selfish moron...do i deserve this,......i am idiot who neglects ppl who are to be wit me...i mus not talk to anyone.. i mus not dissapoint anyone else so thereforee i shld rid myslef of frens be a loner.... i am an ass,,,,,,,aiyo......................................................................#$!@#~!@#


i jus dunnoe wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone pls save me..............i cant help it.....

{{{ i went over to my sis place to do the deco for her daughters first b'day~!!!!!...the gal was so cute...actually i found all the three gals of my cousin sisters and brothers so cute...i actually found the three angels(charlie's angels also lose to them)...hahahah


my angels~~~



oh yah..i was so happy that i had done something that looked rather reaching nice looking...hahahhahaha then i took pics with my mum...and my family along with one of my angel...the eldest one of them...hahahhaha...so chubby and cute...can jus squeeze her and keep her with me all my life time...hahahha



my mum..my brother..me and my eldest angel...~~~



my lovely mum and me....



my deco of the day??? nice anot??

omg....olympics is over,...hahahahha...atleast for the next four years my brother wont stay glued to the tv for hrs,,..hahahha...but how sad ....some of the events were really great ...like the sprints where usian bolt won most of the events and got the world's fastest man award.....


ok now every one has to get on with thier dear lives that thhe olyMpics is over AND DONE FOR~~!!!..... and by the way i find the olympic masocts for these year so cute~!!!! some picsw for u to see...











and i jus found out today that the china was facing some controversy about human rights and all...cmon ppl ...i guess its thier buisness.,..and i found this two comic pics there..so jus see and learn,..shhhh don say thing...~~POLITICS~~!!!!!

Loved her since young

We shared a bond that was special

She was there with me when I was sad and happy

her presence made me unique…

I was a different person when she was around

She went with me everywhere…

Parties, school, city, Even my toilet

She was close to me…

Her presence made me swell with joy

Her presence was ecstasy to me

But my mum denied her..

Had to send her far away

Missed her

Dreaded life without her,

My first love was missing from my life,

I cried in misery, I shed silent tears

I was lost in the world

Unable to express myself

Cos I had lost my first love in my life

Now I have found her again..

My heart and soul brought us back together

I will neve leave her again…

No matter wat…

her name is "dance"

yes i love dancing~~~!!!!

~~vetri~~ a.k.a ~mario~



p.s can u guess who is she?

hmm today mum was at home~~!!!!
which was great...we went to tanjong pagar to settle a few things and hang out there.....
it has been ages since we all went out together.....
all of us are so busy with our own lives.....
hmmmmm ...why did god give us such busy lives??

anyways atleast we found some time today to hang out and spend some quality time... we went window shopping and we were planning some designing for diwali and getting ideas,....
then we were actually chatting while we walked about all the good times we used to have before...i jus hope god give us more time like this!!!!!

and i treated my family to "ritz" apple strudel that was so huge and we couldnt finish it...hahahaha....we left the rest for breakfast...lol
i took a snapshot of the box that look delicious to me rather than the strudel itself.....mayb the ice milo beside it made it look extra nice~~~yum yum(",)


the delicious apple strudel box
and a cup of iced milo~~~~~~

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Sway me, make me
Thrill me, hold me
Bend me, ease me
You have a way with me

Sway with me
Sway (sway) (Sway)

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
Sway me
Sway me
Sway me now

omg,...this video is so touching....everyone who is in love or waiting to be loved by that special someone u love should watch this video...it has really made me think more abt the love i have .......
whether is the love goin to be this strong....only god knows that...all those who wanna boomark this vid or see more related vids like this click here......

its really lovely.....

as me and my elder bro was going down to the pasar malam.....my brother slipped in the stairs and had his shoulder dislocated ...and the worst part is this was the third time....we had to call the ambulance and my i spent half of my day at the hospital(nuh) and i jus came back....aiyah..my whole day jus passed by so quickly...but i am a bit happy abt it or else my anticipation for salsa class class tml would have killed me....(*chuckles*).........................

and guess wat i did at the hospital? (a long gap of silence) yes u guessed it..i was actualy taking weird pics and u know the others at the hospital seriously must have thought that i have gone nuts as i
was basically capturing everythin that i had found interesting...haha...some pics jus for u ok.~~a quick preview.....hehehehe(: .....




that damn hospital that made me wait for so long...hmph~~


this was the passage way to the emergency ward..and i was seen walkin down this path aimlessly




the ambulance that i tipped a ride in to the hosptal



the emergency ward...my bro is in there ppl...anyone saw him??



the scene whr boredom kills me...arghhhhh



the bookshop that helped me break free from boredom...


now i know what to get you ppl for ur birthdays..hehehhe(:



the great one and only..." 7 eleven" that fed me my cravings in between




best regrads,

vetri a.k.a mario

hmmmmm...guess wat?~~~ the production and marketing workshop was really a great eye opener....i can bet that all those who went for it will have a better understanding about production as well as about marketing thier ig and its performances.....i am so thrilled and can't wait for the commitee to be set up and get moving to finish the jobs......i have so many ideas and all.....hmmmm

we have so many options to look at and yet for so long we have not considered about considering about the options(sounds weird)......i am sure that my ig (social dance ig)can really reach out to further heights and i swear to give my best to help it to achieve so all those in favour join forces with me and be more vigilant and endure to strive to be the best cos it will be a really bumpy an rocky ride till we reach our destinations and so for extra safety pack all ur guts and enthusiasm into the bag called attendance an be there for the journey to success....(inspirational i guess...*chuckling*)

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and today we had practice after my workshop ...and u know i was damn tired after the workshop but then after i saw the rest my energy level shot up and i was more than happy as i was there dancing the night away in the stillness and darkness of the night........

and guess wat we made our video for the first time and it was a really gd effort and i hope to have this styles and attitude in our future performances and competitions.... so enjoy the vid and do leave ur constructive comments.

i was actually reading this book that actually caught my attention and this is an serious issue in america as 30% of the parents are abusive parents and they having a very open minded lifestyle is more supportive towards it as everyone havs an open mind to anything

in the book the author relates back his very own autobiography and it is very heatbreaking as well as very interesting to read as the dialogues and ideas conveyed actually bring u into his world and u can actually feel it and u also realise all the good things that we alreadi have but yet neglect to see .....

i have yet to read another part of the authors life that is about his brother who suffered and went missing one day.... after his brother went missing he was abused by the mother which was actually put into writing in this book ...i am very keen to read about his brother though and look forward to finding it......



author : richard b pelzer
title: a teenagers journey (surviving adolescence)
place: found it at rp library choice reads section

omg.....the movie is hilarious and eveyone gotta watch it........u will be so occupied witht the movie that u wont even go out for a toilet break......hahah...
A FEW HOLY WORDS FROM THE MOVIE

INTAMACY = INTO-ME-I-SEE

NOWHERE = NOW HERE


and guess wat u wont even realise who is justin timberlake as i know that when the movie ended i was asking who the hell in the movie is justin timberlake and only one of my frens had found it out!!!!! hahahaha...i know i was laughin my heads off.... and it was worth the money and to all those who wanna watch something with a real story.....this movis is not for u.....the movie is only for jessica alba and justin timberlake fans.......


P.S CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO TO THE OFFICIAL LOVE GURU WEBSITE....AND BE ENLIGHTENED...

my week ends were a drag...have mass prayers in my hse tml and my whole weekend has been used cleaning up the whole hse and decorating the alter room with lights(though i like that part of it whr i put my creativity to work).....now science is killin me, on monday filled with monday blues such a boring topic with the worst problem statement ever..arghhh it is filled with maths.....i can already see my angel of boredom at the class room door


she is wearing black and grey and she is calling me...asking me to leave the classroom asking me to skip this damn boring ......and i have been thinking shld i?? or shld i not?? but whr to go if i wanna skip class..hmmmmmm library sounds good....but then i ill get an "c" or "d"...hmmmmm isit worth it???

i shall let time answer that qstn...shall bear through meeting two and see if i shld or shld not....hahahhahahaha.......sometimes decisions are really hard to make.......


i guess teh only thing that motivated me to come to skul today is my salsa class at 5pm.....cant wait for it...so many new steps to learn..mayb stunts that shall blow our mind......hahaha/...cant wiat...time is ticking...cant the clock move any fatser....*sigh*.....