wht is my life like that...ever since midway sch i have been so busy with sch....even worse this reflections work...i had to carry the load till today and only today i managed to finish the job and be free enough to even chat and sit down and rest...but now my sec sch close frenz are mad that i did not reply to thier msges...neve call them or keep contact..... i am now in a very desperate state...i badly need someone to talk to and lie my head on thier shoulder.....i need a close fren to comfort me...i jus dunno wat to do..i am struggling to save this frenship...i am in a state of drowning into the deep ocean all alone and lose my frens....i know everyone says frens don stay forever but then i wanna save my frenships for as long as i can......... aiyo...i cannot la....i am losing everyone... am i such a selfish moron...do i deserve this,......i am idiot who neglects ppl who are to be wit me...i mus not talk to anyone.. i mus not dissapoint anyone else so thereforee i shld rid myslef of frens be a loner.... i am an ass,,,,,,,aiyo......................................................................#$!@#~!@#


i jus dunnoe wat to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone pls save me..............i cant help it.....